I had a long conversation with one of my close friends this morning. It was regarding why I chose to do this. For years I have been struggling with weight there was one point where I lost 65 pounds. That was the happiest point in my life. Being able to wear size M and wear 32 waist size pants. I dont know what happened between than and now .. but I can say at the moment .. I feel like I need to make this work one way or the other to get that same feeling back.
Yes .. everybody tells me to exercise and watch what I eat .. and I can give you the excuse of I dont have time. You can make fun of me anyway you want for spending money to try this "scam" but I feel that whatever happens .. at least I tried.
Don't get me wrong .. I am happy now .. I have friends who support me .. family who doesn't really care how the hell I look. But its a change process for me and this will help me grow as a person. I'm a person who doesn't care what others think .. you can talk behind my back about me all you want .. whatevers the case .. don't expect me to pretend to like you .. because I know.
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